Have you ever thought about aging? Okay i know its a lil crazy at this age but i do envision myself like when im in my forties. I have this secret fear (not that it's secret anymore) that i will end up as some haggard and pitiful looking aunty, whom people cringe upon seeing. Nothing against aunties i swear, i just wish i will be able to age gracefully. That is an art itself. Haha. I always thought that michelle yeoh does a pretty good job, with the whole aging thingy. She looks great still doesnt she. But she hasnt given birth so i guess it kinda puts off a major part of the aging process.

Recently, i have a new idol. Hahaha. Nah, not really an idol but she's one amazing person. She is blardy 48 this year and can totally pass off as a 30plus. Let's see, she's pretty, yale graduated, nice posture/body, super fit, takes awesome photos, sings and acts well. Is there anything she cant do?! She's like fitter than me at twice my age. She does triathlons, i will probably drown in the swimming segment, faint in the running segment and suffer from major thigh soreness in the cycling segment. Sigh. And she's humbly confident, a plus. But she lies about her shyness cos she is obviously not shy. She presents herself well.

So now i have an "aging" role model. Will i be able to age gracefully? *zooms off to do my crunches* hahaha.

queen